Different class ? , 31 dec 2009 .

1:49 AM

Before anyone reads this .
Please pardon my vulgarities if you can't take it i suggest you stop reading .
Thank you .
(that is if anyone reads my blog .)

Damnit i don't want to be in different class ,
Oh god is so unfair ,
I pray & wish & hope .
That some miracle from god will change & let me be in the same class as Harshini & Jon .
Seriously , Argh damn .
Fuck the school arrangement ,
Fuck the lousy planning .
Fuck the lousy-ness .
Fuck the damn system of changing class .
I'm frigging bky with it .
ah , i'm screaming my head off .
In this bloody shit mess .

& thanks Jon for making me cry .
For maybe 50 secs .
Because i was thinkinng of other things & jon said about class split ups so .

10:34 AM

LOL , thats a part of my church christmas drama .
I swear i laugh in church like there is no tomorrow .
But watching it again & looking at Teacher Adrian's butt .
I laughed like mad !
seriously funny shits k .

Change of blog song .

8:30 AM

Changed blog song .
& seriously i like this song manzxc .
There is the chipmunk version but because its too whiney.
It annoyed me , yeahs so you'll just have to listen to the original version !

Woke up at 11++ .
Not bad alr since i slept at around 5a.m.
Hahas thanks to baby for playing with me games .
& yeahs had a hard time trying to wake up today.
Bathe change to school uniform .
Went school without tying my hair .
Went & get my out of stock books .
Ended up i saw that dumb rambutan .
Grr somehow i everytime go take book end up i always see him .
Took my books saw Kevin & Justin said i look like pontiana(idk how to spell)
Hahas , but the time was only 12++
Was suppose to meet mason at 2p.m at the school void deck but .
I didn't who would bloody wait for a dumb book for an hour plus .
Yeahs , went home .
Bathe & went back to sleep .
Totally knocked out .

Its 4.50 a.m , 29 Jan 2009

12:50 PM

Well , i'm back at 4.50a.m in the morning !
Spend the night online with Ryan & played games .
Was super fun !
Hehes , Estelle Potzzy my blog is done !
I'll tell you tomorrow .
& people who want my other link please ask me i msn .
It depends on who i give (:
& its my blog 200 post ! happy bloggy .

Mixpod , 28 dec 2009

11:53 PM

Well i went to mixpod & update everything .
So as you know my music player is ugly lahs .
Because the designs i want all can't be used because of all those loads of crap.
I ain't gonna elaborate .
& yahs , i decided not to show my music player .
Waste of space somemore its so ugly .
Yeahs scared people see alr go blind~!

Did my new link for another blog , so i might not come back often .
& my new blog hasn't been finish with the blogskin .
With that i'll tell everyone bye bye ! (:

Christmas .

10:59 PM

Took friend's car .
& like damn frigging squeezy but nevermind lahs .
reached expo !
Ohmylahs , waited for the door to open .
& if i have known that Estelle potzzy got go i would have go with her lehs .
Anyways Drama was nice blah & blah .

Ended service took car back to Aunt house .
Then 3++ everyone chitchat till about 6++.
Took a cab to another Aunt's house for Christmas celebration.
But it started raining seriously .
I think the driver got a gudge on us or something .
He sped up & its like raining so heavily yet drive so fast can't see a thing.
& in the end almost had an accident ,
Imagine going to hospital during christmas .
it would be like really Meeerry Christmas .
Reached the place & everyone jump out of the car .
Went & chitchat with everyone , took presents .
Lil cousins pester me to blow bubble for them .
So went out with a friend whom i don't even know his name .
chit chat , blow for them , chase & scare them.
Seriously little kids these days aren't shy .
Asking me if that guy is my boyfriend .
Told them it was impossible he's 20 .
While he said i look very mature , annoying insulted me :X

Went back home sweaty & tired .

i'm not needed .

8:52 AM

Well as the title says .
I really guess i'm not appreciated .
So i'll just be seen with people who wants me to be there .
& i'll be creating a new link so you won't see me back often here .

Once again ,
Once more ,
I'll need to rebuild that wall around me .
My love legacy is bullshit .
But i'll try .
I'm nothing more than a human being with emotions .
But a husk of empty body without a fire living soul .